Well, nothing wrong with it. That I did not do this before does not mean I can't do it now. Thing is... things have evolved since then and right now I feel really strange because I go further than I ever would have thought possible for me.
But... you never submitted to a man before?I can try to explain why I feel like this. It will be kind of blurry though and I'm not even sure if it is the real reason but here it comes anyway:
smiles helplessly. Nope I haven't. Like I said in my previous post: "There's a first for everything"
That I don't take myself so seriously anymore (like mentioned before) might be the reason why I am able to this time. It's not as if I was looking for it but, it happened. I like to submit to the right person and someone presented himself as an unlikely but for sure right person on that aspect. That it clicked so fast is easy enough. He's open, charming and he knows when not to push my buttons even if I can assure you that he pushes and pulls and... Well.. he does a whole lot more that requires me to submit to him.
Does it feel strange to me then?I simply enjoy a whole new thing here that I never experienced before. There is definitely a huge difference between a man dominating me or a woman. Well... this man at least. Everything is a lot more sexually oriented than what I am used to. I feel highly excited by it to be seen as a lust object somehow and am probably 10 times naughtier than I used to be. Somehow it makes me feel very feminine and it's a feeling I truly enjoy.
Not at all!
I have no idea where this might end but... I have fun on the journey and don't think ahead too far. I just live in the present and enjoy it.