It takes a while before you start to know people sometimes. Especially when they present themselves different towards you than towards someone else. At first you might think you are wrong in your assumptions while at other times you are convinced you are right. In the end you can only go by what you see and you make up your mind with that. If that is not what was meant then either you did not receive it well, or the other did not communicate well.
Whatever might be the case... You will end up in a war nobody gains anything with. As a precaution I tried to end that before it could happen and simply told her that I could no longer submit to her anymore. Problem solved... ..? Well obviously not! I got a lot of name calling and threats towards me. Things I will simply not want to have in my diary so I will spare you the details.
Since I DO care about my Mistress though, I have to be careful what I write and do. But... at a certain moment everyone has her point where she simply says "fuck it! If it is war they want, it's war they get".
Now war is not something you can win when you live in the home of the one you are in war with. Then again... nobody can take my self-respect so I won't lose it either. I will perhaps be forced to change my home position to a place I own myself but... I will never allow someone to do something I don't want.
I was told by me previous Mistress that if I wanted to keep living with her and my Mistress, I would have to call her "Miss" and treat her with respect. Oiii she is looking for drama? Hmmmm, I never walked away from a healthy dose of just that. I actually think some drama is fun!
"Yes Miss" can be written and emoted in various ways that all show the true thought behind it:
- Yes "Miss"
- Yes... .... ... Miss
- Yes Miss ;)
- "Yes Miss"... smiles ever so politely
The above is discussed openly en still Mistress wants to try and find a way to make this somehow work. It shows me she truly cares about me. It also means I will be nicer, even to "The Witch" than I sketched above. That is only a last resort that I will use when I feel cornered and all I can do is show my teeth to keep my self-respect.
I hope this will not soon need a continuation!